the bath abbey (i think????) where my mom and I went this summer! I would do anything to go back to England (this isn't even my photo i'm too lazy to upload them lol kms)
lately I've been feeling this weird transformation inside of me. I've been listening to less rock and roll and more classical. I've been dressing in more comfortable clothes. And I've been spending a lot more time by myself. school has been alright; I don't speak to many people. I've been loving the time when I get to be by myself at home or with my parents. I don't know if this is a season-related thing (the weather has gotten a lot cooler recently) or if I'm going through a 'phase' or whatever. I guess I was just getting bored. Maybe not everything is about clothes and music and friends. Maybe I have to focus some of my energy on myself and kind of find out where my life is going and what the heck my personality is.
Yesterday I finalized my list of colleges that I want to apply to!!! HURRAH! Today I stayed home sick from school which was just fine by me. My violin teacher is forcing me to be in an Orchestra, and so now I have that to worry about. I haven't been practicing much at all, and that's something that I really need to work on. and I've been watching way too much netflix. I think what I need is a ROUTINE in order to fit all my homework and practicing and applications and stuff into my LYFE and yeah.
if you want something truly INCREDIBLE to listen to, I highly recommend this Piano Concerto by Tchaikovsky (who is one of my favorite composers: everything he writes is so dramatic and beautiful. swan lake is another really good one!!)
that's all for now, I pinky promise to get my life back into gear soon!!!!!!
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